egg got the postsecret book out from the library

so i was looking through it today. i decided if i were going to send in a secret right now, it would say:

it's harder than i thought it would be.

which isn't really a secret now that i've written it here. but it's a compromise because it's so vague.

i started crying as i spread strawberry cream cheese on my everything bagel this morning. it was the silent kind where tears just stream down your face.

i should really go grocery shopping. but i'm too unmotivated.