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just going to write a post about secret feelins so you can read it while you're high and get upset i never tell you anything.
so here is a secret feeling i have:
I FEEL REALLY GREAT.
everything is just quite nice right now. yes, it is getting a little cold. yes, sudden temperature drop of like twenty degrees. but i have my tencoat and it keeps me warm.
even though someone workworkworks all weekend long, i remain in good spirits.
i work on a CRYPTIC CROSSWORD. i eat some spaghetti. i go shopping with roommate and buy dress and shoes. i go to christmas party. i go to birthday party. i party party. i write some pages about japanese macaques and their lesbian sex. i watch some veronica mars, season two.
i turn in my paper. i eat some free tunisian food in support of aids/hiv. well, not in support of the disease/virus, but you understand. i read some of dugan's feminist detective fiction starring kate fansler [her name?]. i sleep. i go to class.
someone is finally finished his project. i finally see him for more than two seconds. i eat some free course 9 food. i go to recitation. HERE I AM.
feelin swell. and lauren is sweet talkin me.
school is almost over.
I am glad that you have a happy secret feeling.
Here is secret happy suggestion: Play "Bookworm Adventures". It is pretty much a Scrabble RPG. You just might enjoy it.
all i'm sayin' is - you should stop letting your life deteriorate.
rock bottom.
love.