family weekend

parents & sibs visited. met my friends. bought me meals.

it's so weird that these people i lived with for so long are now just visitors. for a few days. i guess that is what GROWiNG up and BEiNG iNDEPENDENT is all about. still weird, though. i miss them, i think. even though i love this. this independence.

stayed up talking late last night. a lot of nonsense. i don't know what to do with myself sometimes. i am stubborn and confusing.

i found a pet balloon. a little grey slug on a red ribbon leash. clacky kidnapped it a lot. and then i left it in rian's room. i miss it.

i'm pretty sure i was on the verge of tears when it disappeared and i didn't know clack had hid it. hormones? i don't know.

also jazzy gave me a black and white photograph. of boston across the river and boats and a bench. it is the BAD version. i like it. but i left it in rian's room, too. FORGETFUL.

i went through all my classes' websites and i don't have any urgent work to do. i have no idea how i will spend my sunday afternoon.

that's a lie. there are a thousand million things to do.