so i was looking through it today. i decided if i were going to send in a secret right now, it would say:
it's harder than i thought it would be.
which isn't really a secret now that i've written it here. but it's a compromise because it's so vague.
i started crying as i spread strawberry cream cheese on my everything bagel this morning. it was the silent kind where tears just stream down your face.
i should really go grocery shopping. but i'm too unmotivated.

you have gotten quite emo, it seems.
i miss you a lot and i get to see your little face very very very very very soon and i am pretty excited.