The black background was getting oppressive. This colour scheme feels a bit amateur to me, but I like it.
Why am I so bad at life?
Well, kind of good at it. Good enough for people to say:
I really like the way you think, and I wanted to be a part of it, I guess. I like watching you feel different things and that sort of thing. You have a very unblemished quality about you.
But bad at it in that I hurt people who say these nice things 'cause I'm too broken to reciprocate.
Haha... When I first read your post, I was like, "She changed her layout?" It was still the fuschia and black. So, I clicked refresh, and got bombarded by the green!
I like the way that sounds. "Bombarded by the green."
I think you're doing fine at life.
(Yes finally! I couldn't log in before.)
Ooo. Pink and green. Very refreshing. (Good shade of green, too. I got complaints about the green on my domain, amoenita.net's homepage)
Why are you too broken to reciprocate? Anything you think you can let out by blogging? It might help. Sorry, I don't know much about the situation.
I'd write a note like that. I'd especially write something like that for someone who doesn't notice the good qualities of herself. (And no, I wouldn't expect her to feel the obligation to write similar in return.)